Focus, Effort, Conscience

Assalamualaikum...

Hello from the sky to the ground from the galaxy far far away to the deepest crust of the earth!

What am I doing here when I shouldn't?

Why am I writing when I should've been studying for my final?

I bet all my friends are studying right now....

Okay lah.  Me too will study later.

Malasnya ya ampun. Apa yang di baca pun tak tahu.
Tapi kalau ikutkan malas sampai bila-bila pun tak study ye.
It's a matter of awareness, consciousness.
Conscience? I think conscience doesn't work in studies.
Conscience leads to things we desire (maybe, who knows) not things we strive for, so think.
But effort is a great help though.
Ha takpelah.  Nak pergi berusaha kejap.

FOCUS AFI FOCUS! 

Introduction to International Relations here I come!

Lost

It has been a few weeks since I started studying (well after a year off at home, it's quite exciting to be able to struggle with assignments again) But it seems like I'm still a little bit lost. The course is...

Bachelor of International Relations/ ISM Hubungan Antarabangsa UniSZA 

What a grand major it sounds, isn't it? Indeed. But it's quite contrary to my previous major. Basically, it involves all the world's past, current, or future issues. What shocked me the most is Law subject, Public International Law and Intro to Legal Studies to be exact. It feels like... God please bestow me a whole lot of patience to go through these killer subjects. I couldn't really digest what the lecturers were teaching and it's really frustrating okay. I do not have even a slightest basic in law (Waaarrggghhhh) But I can't give up just yet, right? Of course. Despite of having cons, there are pros as well. I get to know a lot of things I didn't really pay attention to before, and many more.

Last time I talked about passion, well now I think I need to fix my passion and strive for it, or I might get lost until the end of the semester. If that happens then... congratulation Afi, you're screwed on your final (Noooo that won't happen!)

Good luck to me!

Life and Passion

What is your life goals?

To live it the way you wanted?
Or to give it various chances the way you never expected?

There's a particular point in life where everything started, where our future is basically has been planned. The thing is, you have to figure out when is the time and where would it bring you? Life isn't fully yours, bcs we all belong to the almighty, our God, Allah. You have to lead your life the way it should be, to the right path to our advantages either in this world or even the hereafter. However, passion is wholly yours. Others didn't have even a slightest right to lay a finger on your passion. That is where your aim in life begins.

It's really hard to define passion. Passion may convey various meanings as it exists. It might be an interest or even a person depends on whoever portraying the passion. It's different from what we call love, because I found passion is deeper, and more important than the love itself.

Who is your passion?

Justin Beiber?

Harry Styles?

or could it be, yourself?

What is your passion?

Writing?

Singing?

or even smiling could be a passion.

But what define passion is how we wanted it to be seen. We wanted to live in a way, but when we discover what is truly our passion, how would it change the life? It might change just you alone without involving others around, either way, it could affect every single person revolving around you. It was unidentified. It could be bad and harmful, but if you're sincere with the passion, it might bring your life to what we call excellence.

You have passion, then you strive for it.